Babyshoes Loveachother
2024-02-07 17:42:57 UTC
You know how when you close your eyes it's like dark .especially when you're going to sleep ..open eyes like day, closed eyes like night? Some times you see little stars, or maybe there brain cell's twinkling, but mostly you see darkness, a gray and murky place, a quiet place, a quiet space. A place where you can be still, and in trying to be still, you can see your thoughts both the mundane thoughts, the encouraging spiritual thoughts, prayer, a confessional, a closet, a cave of treasures, and also the valley of the the shadow of death.. where you fear no evil for God is with you ..and any that call on the name of the lord there. I believe this is the place you pass before you go to your eternal abode, heaven, or hell..
A few of my experiences with this place..
The negative.. I always saw, sometimes shadowy things inside of there. I couldn't make them out, maybe a ghostly face would appear and fade, one time when I was at an eye specialist, and they gave me eyedrops to dilate the eyes to see close up, as I got home I decided to take a nap, and when I closed my eyes and prayed, like I usually do before I sleep, I saw very plainly a lot of ghostly figures that look very unhappy... and I know this really was the shadow of death, a place where most will pass through..
The positive.. when I'm there in that closet, after a while, I start to see swirls of color and light. I'm so glad to see it, like a real communion... a private place... a few times I saw an opening at the very top, once a very bright light, another time a beautiful blue sky.. just for a moment, and a very partial opening.. now I'm coming to believe that it's a kind of born again experience, like a womb, you give birth at one end, but you're birthed at the other end.. an entrance into the kingdom of God. This is not the only entrance of corse ..like they say, there are 12 gates , like there are other books opened, and as like having a C-section, sometimes you're taken .. but it is a way.. I've prayed like this for years and years, intreating the lord...it took time before I saw the light, maybe with others it's sooner. The Catholic religion imitates everything and the confessional is one of them. When you go into their confessional, a place where you close a curtain or door and the priest slides open a little window where you communicate..and say bless me father for I have sinned ..and he gives you penance, (voluntary atonement) I found a lot of things in the Catholic Church that they imitate, after I found it on my own. They carried this strange knowledge w for thousands of years, And used it the same as the wicked scribes and Pharisees and it was not really understandable to most, but only to a few, like their Communion when they lift the round host up over their heads with their back to you ( which they don't do anymore because of complaints, but it does mean more the first way) there are so many mysteries hidden in so many places, secrets, Jesus said pearls are not for every one and Jesus even confounded some people but Jesus also said he would make things plain one day. Which is a blessing, especially when it's the end of the world or the end of your life.
A few of my experiences with this place..
The negative.. I always saw, sometimes shadowy things inside of there. I couldn't make them out, maybe a ghostly face would appear and fade, one time when I was at an eye specialist, and they gave me eyedrops to dilate the eyes to see close up, as I got home I decided to take a nap, and when I closed my eyes and prayed, like I usually do before I sleep, I saw very plainly a lot of ghostly figures that look very unhappy... and I know this really was the shadow of death, a place where most will pass through..
The positive.. when I'm there in that closet, after a while, I start to see swirls of color and light. I'm so glad to see it, like a real communion... a private place... a few times I saw an opening at the very top, once a very bright light, another time a beautiful blue sky.. just for a moment, and a very partial opening.. now I'm coming to believe that it's a kind of born again experience, like a womb, you give birth at one end, but you're birthed at the other end.. an entrance into the kingdom of God. This is not the only entrance of corse ..like they say, there are 12 gates , like there are other books opened, and as like having a C-section, sometimes you're taken .. but it is a way.. I've prayed like this for years and years, intreating the lord...it took time before I saw the light, maybe with others it's sooner. The Catholic religion imitates everything and the confessional is one of them. When you go into their confessional, a place where you close a curtain or door and the priest slides open a little window where you communicate..and say bless me father for I have sinned ..and he gives you penance, (voluntary atonement) I found a lot of things in the Catholic Church that they imitate, after I found it on my own. They carried this strange knowledge w for thousands of years, And used it the same as the wicked scribes and Pharisees and it was not really understandable to most, but only to a few, like their Communion when they lift the round host up over their heads with their back to you ( which they don't do anymore because of complaints, but it does mean more the first way) there are so many mysteries hidden in so many places, secrets, Jesus said pearls are not for every one and Jesus even confounded some people but Jesus also said he would make things plain one day. Which is a blessing, especially when it's the end of the world or the end of your life.